See...I didn't plan this weight. It's not like one day, I decided that I wanna be fat. Yes, I did/do have options. It's either I eat less and be miserably starving or eat delicious food and be happy with full tummy; spend hours working out or enjoy ice cream with my family. In other words, yes I could choose to lose weight to give in to people's judgment, but that would make me unhappy.
Some of you might this post funny. I am glad that my weight is causing you joy, honestly, even without me trying. I just hope you'd return the favor though.
Yes, I am bigger than what I used to be but I don't consider myself fat. I am bigger than most of you, so as my heart. I love myself. I am happy with my size. I am sad though when I hear people make fun of it. But that's about it. I will eventually lose weight, not because people call me fat, but because I care for myself.
I am borderline diabetic. Diabetes runs in our blood. My husband have it. So I know how hard it is to be diabetic. And that would be my one and only reason to lose weight.
Mock me, laugh at me, call me pig, call me fat - if that makes you happy, please don't stop. But I don't need to hear it. I know my size. If you consider it fat, keep it to yourself because I do not need your opinion of what a normal size should be like.